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La vida imposible

This entry is part 24 of 34 in the series The Life Impossible

I went online. I had brought my laptop—my ten-year-old laptop with a Harley-Davidson sticker on it. It had been Karl’s; the Harley-Davidson sticker was meant to add a frisson of danger to his civil engineer life—so upgrading it would have…

The Knock at the Door

This entry is part 23 of 34 in the series The Life Impossible

I was hungry and in need of a drink. I washed down some bread and cheese with a gin and tonic while sitting on Christina’s little sofa, half-watching a dubbed version of Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade. I have…

The Yellow Flower

This entry is part 22 of 34 in the series The Life Impossible

On my return to the house, I noticed a plant growing right outside the front door. It was quite tall, nearly reaching my knees, with thin yellow petals, right in the middle of the dusty path. Though tall, the flower…

Santa Gertrudis

This entry is part 20 of 34 in the series The Life Impossible

Christina’s car was a reluctant old thing. I sat in it a while, breathed in the stale upholstery, looking for clues about her life. There was nothing in there except an empty bottle of diet lemonade and a half-eaten packet…

A New Theory of Infinity

This entry is part 19 of 34 in the series The Life Impossible

I am telling you this for what will follow, so that you really know where I am coming from. I am not prone to far-fetched nonsense. I think the moon landings were real and that the Earth is, roughly speaking,…

Mathematics

This entry is part 18 of 34 in the series The Life Impossible

I am not great at believing in the mystical. I think it is because I was raised a Catholic and have had a life full of unanswered prayers. I wouldn’t say I am totally unreligious. But even when I was…

A Third Full

This entry is part 17 of 34 in the series The Life Impossible

I felt uncertain. And this uncertainty was to intensify until I had to hear my own breath just to know I was real. A part of me wondered if I was now taking part in some elaborate prank. After all,…

Satisfaction

This entry is part 15 of 34 in the series The Life Impossible

It was a lovely letter. Any letter that gives you a car in the postscript has its bonuses. But I must admit it made me feel exhausted, troubled, and even more confused than I had been to begin with. I…